[ it's a difficult question to think about, much less answer. would he become a completely different person, if his heart were changed? what does that mean for the person that he is now — what if there's nothing in him worth saving, and he can't even recognise himself after everything black and evil is drawn out like poison from a wound? or maybe they change it and over time, he just goes back to the way he was when he's inevitably discarded one too many times.
he changed himself for a reason. this isn't where he wanted to be, but it's over now. he doesn't need anything else. ]
I don't know what my heart looks like but I don't want you anywhere near it.
[ not that he doesn't want it changed. but that he doesn't want Ren to see it. ]
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Wouldn't that be taking the easy way out?
[ it's a difficult question to think about, much less answer. would he become a completely different person, if his heart were changed? what does that mean for the person that he is now — what if there's nothing in him worth saving, and he can't even recognise himself after everything black and evil is drawn out like poison from a wound? or maybe they change it and over time, he just goes back to the way he was when he's inevitably discarded one too many times.
he changed himself for a reason. this isn't where he wanted to be, but it's over now. he doesn't need anything else. ]
I don't know what my heart looks like
but I don't want you anywhere near it.
[ not that he doesn't want it changed. but that he doesn't want Ren to see it. ]